Post by Porsche Briggs on Jan 4, 2012 15:12:47 GMT -6
The final vote should be in soon and I wanted to do a quick recap post of the game and my thoughts after the questioning. I have used my diary room as a venting place at times and I feel a bit bad for SOME of the things that I have said. Now that the pressure is off there are a lot of things I never would have normally said about some people and there are some that I would 
Parker I know I was frustrated with at one point but on the other hand I know that he was frustrated right back at me. We clashed on our opinions on how the game was going and that brought us to a crossroads and we kinda grew apart
Jun: Yes I know I vented and said a lot about Jun but all in all she really was my best friend in the game. I don't always agree with how she goes about things and I have had my share of frustration. It took a while for me to really come to terms with her wanting to turn on me but she wanted to make a name for herself and it's her game therefore I shouldn't be so critical of how she plays it. I do regret a lot of the things that I said when I was upset at her now it all seems pretty petty and stupid.
Steven: I sooo wanted to vote to keep him it was hard with him and Dustin up since I really like them both and finding out he promised Sarah the same things was a let down. Actually I have been thinking of how it could have played out if Sarah and I had aligned with him around that time instead of sticking with Nicole and Renny. I am regretting not exploring that actually.
That brings me to Sarah I should have asked Sarah for a F2 deal, she really deserved it. I totally screwed that relationship up hopefully she knows that I have learned my lesson and I will never backstab an ally like that again even if it is the better game move.
Dustin I am so proud of him this season. I got pretty pissed at him for going to Nicole and trying to stab me in the back but he was up shit's creek without a paddle and he had to try something to save himself so it's all good. At the end of the day I love talking to him. He really grew on me and really the Slayers could have never pulled off a lot of moves without him helping us out.
Renny: So to be honest I didnt read what she wrote in her joror statement and I skipped down to the questions to answer them. I also did not read her follow up post and I never will. I really just dont need to be frustrated
I didn't mean to piss her off I am confused cause she lied to me then acted like I did something awful? sigh.....
Nicole: I find it funny how she says she is a better competitor that me in her posts. She won 1 HOH and 2 Vetos and I won 2 regular HOH and the final one where I had to actually win TWICE against the "better competitors"
Nicole is someone that I have gotten along with and I like and respect her very much but I think that her thought process is a bit off base with some of the things she said and it belittles my accomplishments. She thinks that I would have had a better chance with the jury with Renny than her? Ummm I dont think so. Even though I don't think they have much of a connection with her she did win the most comps and she made the plan to bd Jordan so I think that bringing Renny would have been the wrong choice. I would have if she had been loyal just because I stick to my word and I was very loyal to her so I guess things worked out in the long run. And her telling people things at the right times I am guessing she didn't know that I was already way ahead of her and they already knew. Telling me about Dustin wasn't earth shattering and I figured as much that he would try something to save himself.
All in all this has been a very interesting and challenging season and I am glad that I joined and for the connections that I made.
Parker I know I was frustrated with at one point but on the other hand I know that he was frustrated right back at me. We clashed on our opinions on how the game was going and that brought us to a crossroads and we kinda grew apart
Jun: Yes I know I vented and said a lot about Jun but all in all she really was my best friend in the game. I don't always agree with how she goes about things and I have had my share of frustration. It took a while for me to really come to terms with her wanting to turn on me but she wanted to make a name for herself and it's her game therefore I shouldn't be so critical of how she plays it. I do regret a lot of the things that I said when I was upset at her now it all seems pretty petty and stupid.
Steven: I sooo wanted to vote to keep him it was hard with him and Dustin up since I really like them both and finding out he promised Sarah the same things was a let down. Actually I have been thinking of how it could have played out if Sarah and I had aligned with him around that time instead of sticking with Nicole and Renny. I am regretting not exploring that actually.
That brings me to Sarah I should have asked Sarah for a F2 deal, she really deserved it. I totally screwed that relationship up hopefully she knows that I have learned my lesson and I will never backstab an ally like that again even if it is the better game move.
Dustin I am so proud of him this season. I got pretty pissed at him for going to Nicole and trying to stab me in the back but he was up shit's creek without a paddle and he had to try something to save himself so it's all good. At the end of the day I love talking to him. He really grew on me and really the Slayers could have never pulled off a lot of moves without him helping us out.
Renny: So to be honest I didnt read what she wrote in her joror statement and I skipped down to the questions to answer them. I also did not read her follow up post and I never will. I really just dont need to be frustrated
I didn't mean to piss her off I am confused cause she lied to me then acted like I did something awful? sigh.....Nicole: I find it funny how she says she is a better competitor that me in her posts. She won 1 HOH and 2 Vetos and I won 2 regular HOH and the final one where I had to actually win TWICE against the "better competitors"
Nicole is someone that I have gotten along with and I like and respect her very much but I think that her thought process is a bit off base with some of the things she said and it belittles my accomplishments. She thinks that I would have had a better chance with the jury with Renny than her? Ummm I dont think so. Even though I don't think they have much of a connection with her she did win the most comps and she made the plan to bd Jordan so I think that bringing Renny would have been the wrong choice. I would have if she had been loyal just because I stick to my word and I was very loyal to her so I guess things worked out in the long run. And her telling people things at the right times I am guessing she didn't know that I was already way ahead of her and they already knew. Telling me about Dustin wasn't earth shattering and I figured as much that he would try something to save himself. All in all this has been a very interesting and challenging season and I am glad that I joined and for the connections that I made.
