Post by Porsche Briggs on Nov 30, 2011 8:19:05 GMT -6
I just realized that I had not done a diary room in a bit. I just started a new job and have not had a ton of time.
So, Apprently Dustin thought we had a F2. He had talked about us giong to the end together and I typically make comments and bring the convo to another topic. Apparently he tried a game move that in the end will destroy him. He told Nicole that he wanted a F2 with her and that I am too big a threat to take to the end. He also told her to attack me in the HOH and told me to attack her. bad move Dustin!
Nicole is aware of that F4 deal made in haste with Renny,Sarah,Dustin, and I. That deal was talked about when Jun had us thinking that Nicole and her had a F2 and were closer than they really were. I have apologized to Nicole for letting that doubt creep in but she says that she understands why I felt that way and is glad that we did talk about it. I think that the loyalty in the Slayers alliance (aside from Jun who tried to play all sides) is the main reason that we all have made it to the end together. I have had my moments of doubt and felt bad for Steven and Dustin but if it is between my alliance and anyone else the Slayers come first.
I wish that Jun had not betrayed me as I really do like her as a person. I think that we really could have gotten to F5 in tact had she not decided to blow up and self destruct. I am sure we could have come up with some plan forSteven to nominate Dustin that week if we had really set our minds to it but we couldn't risk her staying in the game and drawing that 1st blood she hoped for esp. where I am pretty sure it was mine!
So, Apprently Dustin thought we had a F2. He had talked about us giong to the end together and I typically make comments and bring the convo to another topic. Apparently he tried a game move that in the end will destroy him. He told Nicole that he wanted a F2 with her and that I am too big a threat to take to the end. He also told her to attack me in the HOH and told me to attack her. bad move Dustin!
Nicole is aware of that F4 deal made in haste with Renny,Sarah,Dustin, and I. That deal was talked about when Jun had us thinking that Nicole and her had a F2 and were closer than they really were. I have apologized to Nicole for letting that doubt creep in but she says that she understands why I felt that way and is glad that we did talk about it. I think that the loyalty in the Slayers alliance (aside from Jun who tried to play all sides) is the main reason that we all have made it to the end together. I have had my moments of doubt and felt bad for Steven and Dustin but if it is between my alliance and anyone else the Slayers come first.
I wish that Jun had not betrayed me as I really do like her as a person. I think that we really could have gotten to F5 in tact had she not decided to blow up and self destruct. I am sure we could have come up with some plan forSteven to nominate Dustin that week if we had really set our minds to it but we couldn't risk her staying in the game and drawing that 1st blood she hoped for esp. where I am pretty sure it was mine!
