Post by Porsche Briggs on Oct 11, 2011 22:41:12 GMT -6
So, I am realizing that I am just making things way too hard for myself!
I am sure that at some point in the game most houseguests will backstab me in some way if it will help themselves get farther in the game. So from this point on I just need to make sure that they have nothing to throw me under the bus about. I am an extremely social player but sometimes with that comes accidentally getting too loose at the lips. The more I talk to people the harder it becomes to draw that line between friendship and game. I realize this and if I don't keep that in the back of my mind at all times it will be my downfall.
Where am I at in the current moment? Jordan asked me for that alliance but I feel her intentions were not at all the best. Last I checked this wasn't the stick my nose up Jordan's ass game so if she wants to talk to me she can send me a message I am done with the effort on my part.
I feel that Parker is a really nice person but he holds back because of what happened to him last season and it's all but impossible to have a close alliance with him.
I know that Annie plans to step up her social game in the near future from what she told me last night. At least with Annie it's not a one way street. She doesn't talk a whole lot right now but she at least makes an effort to touch base now and again. She promised me safety this week and if I won HOH I feel in return I owe her a week as well, I'm a good sport.
Jun cracks me up! She is such a sweetheart but I think that I need to chill and stop letting her paranoia run off on me. She comes up wit the craziest most over the top twist and power ideas it's quite comical. If she posts even half of them in her diary room it should be a good read! Whatever twists and surprises are in store I will just take them as they come and try to roll with the punches the best I can.
Dustin is a sweet kid but I know that he will lie cheat and steal to redeem himself in this game. I don't know if that is exactly considered redemption but then again what the heck do I know?
I do feel badly at the way I fired back at Ragan. He played way too hard too fast. He had an alliance with Jun. Asked me for one then asked me to see if Renny would join. He had an alliance with Dustin. And I found out he asked Annie for a BB12 alliance. I'm sure there is more but it doesn't really matter. I suppose he didn't really lie in his post. I think he said Renny and I were a pair because he really thought that to be true. So does that mean Dustin has some type of twist? Who knows but I'm stepping off the paranoia ship.
I still haven't heard anything at all from Steven since veto and I can't say that I really care.
Renny and Sarah are more level headed. They both seem extremely intelligent and sweet as can be. They both seem genuine and I would be surprised to find out differently after the game but if I do, good for them they played the game well.
April and Karen seem to have disappeared. They never contact me first if we are on AIM at the same time and Karen only reached out to me when she needed a vote. I don't know either of them well at all and would be possible options for nominees should I win HOH soon.
I know I wanted to make a big move but it's still so early. The last thing I want is to make the same mistake as Karen in BB13. It's hard to know when the time is right and I will have to really think on this one. leave Jordan and Annie in the game too long and risk not being able to get them out later or try to take one down now if I have the chance? I guess it's not actually considered that big a move if the majority of the house wants them out too though now is it?
I am sure that at some point in the game most houseguests will backstab me in some way if it will help themselves get farther in the game. So from this point on I just need to make sure that they have nothing to throw me under the bus about. I am an extremely social player but sometimes with that comes accidentally getting too loose at the lips. The more I talk to people the harder it becomes to draw that line between friendship and game. I realize this and if I don't keep that in the back of my mind at all times it will be my downfall.
Where am I at in the current moment? Jordan asked me for that alliance but I feel her intentions were not at all the best. Last I checked this wasn't the stick my nose up Jordan's ass game so if she wants to talk to me she can send me a message I am done with the effort on my part.
I feel that Parker is a really nice person but he holds back because of what happened to him last season and it's all but impossible to have a close alliance with him.
I know that Annie plans to step up her social game in the near future from what she told me last night. At least with Annie it's not a one way street. She doesn't talk a whole lot right now but she at least makes an effort to touch base now and again. She promised me safety this week and if I won HOH I feel in return I owe her a week as well, I'm a good sport.
Jun cracks me up! She is such a sweetheart but I think that I need to chill and stop letting her paranoia run off on me. She comes up wit the craziest most over the top twist and power ideas it's quite comical. If she posts even half of them in her diary room it should be a good read! Whatever twists and surprises are in store I will just take them as they come and try to roll with the punches the best I can.
Dustin is a sweet kid but I know that he will lie cheat and steal to redeem himself in this game. I don't know if that is exactly considered redemption but then again what the heck do I know?
I do feel badly at the way I fired back at Ragan. He played way too hard too fast. He had an alliance with Jun. Asked me for one then asked me to see if Renny would join. He had an alliance with Dustin. And I found out he asked Annie for a BB12 alliance. I'm sure there is more but it doesn't really matter. I suppose he didn't really lie in his post. I think he said Renny and I were a pair because he really thought that to be true. So does that mean Dustin has some type of twist? Who knows but I'm stepping off the paranoia ship.
I still haven't heard anything at all from Steven since veto and I can't say that I really care.
Renny and Sarah are more level headed. They both seem extremely intelligent and sweet as can be. They both seem genuine and I would be surprised to find out differently after the game but if I do, good for them they played the game well.
April and Karen seem to have disappeared. They never contact me first if we are on AIM at the same time and Karen only reached out to me when she needed a vote. I don't know either of them well at all and would be possible options for nominees should I win HOH soon.
I know I wanted to make a big move but it's still so early. The last thing I want is to make the same mistake as Karen in BB13. It's hard to know when the time is right and I will have to really think on this one. leave Jordan and Annie in the game too long and risk not being able to get them out later or try to take one down now if I have the chance? I guess it's not actually considered that big a move if the majority of the house wants them out too though now is it?
